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Cachotterie (petite secret)

Fri Oct 9, 2009, 8:33 AM
  • Mood: Tender
  • Listening to: Alesana - Congratulations, I Hate You
  • Reading: Malory Towers
  • Watching: Inkhearts
  • Playing: The Sims
"Please stay. Please... I just want to slap you in her face"

"If I had stayed yesterday, would it make a difference?"

"Well... yes. Maybe no..."

"I guess no."

"No? No."

"Totally bollocks. You're such a big headed jerk. You're such a coward little man."

"I won't ask why. I did see it coming... I wish that you don't defend yourself. Don't act like you're hurt too."

"It's not easy for me."

"Stupid shit. Don't play innocent here. Of course it's easy for you."

"I hope we can be friends..."

"Go to hell."

"I wish you happy though. Just remember one thing. You will never feel 'happy' as I will."

"Your lose. Your game. Your choice."

"I hope you don't regret it when it's too late."

"....."

"I will not start asking my self what's wrong... Because I'm not the one who was making mistakes. It's you. It's you all along. It's your entire fault."

"I'm this close to choosing you...."

"Bullshit. It's all freaking bullshit."

"... why do people claim me the evil?"

"Oh, God forsaken. Of course they do. Don't ask why, you moron."

"....."

"What goes around comes around. I hope God forgives you."

"Take it easy. I always forgive you. Because I'm not a low person like you."

"But all my feelings for you it's true be-"

"Sick. Why do you have to say that?! Such a total lie. Useless."

"....."

"Listen now. I won't regret loving you... because I'm the one who choose you. I just feel sorry for the fact that you don't realize that you are a jerk..."

"....."

"See... if I'm in rage, if I hold grudge, then, that means I love myself so much. And to be frank, I do love me. It hurts my ego when you did such terrible thing. But I do care about you."

"I thought you could be the one. I thought you could save me. I thought you would always be there for me."

How long does it takes to get this over with? Please don't let me cry again. Please let me be happy. I am strong, right? He just couldn't handle me that well, because he's weak. He wasn't man enough. Just dont vanish my posivity. Wash away those awful thoughts. Please let me forgive. I want to forgive him again. And forgive myself. How long again can I forgive you and forget...? When can I stop loving you?

"Baby, I love you."

"What's that?"

"I said I love you."

"I love you too."

"What were you thinking? Whats on your mind?"

"Of course it's you, dear. I'm thinking about you all along."

"Oh babe. Me too. I won't go away from your side."


Good grief






taken by the book: Penggambar Mimpi

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  • Interests: all about metal, cats, and black color
  • Favourite movie: sweeney todd
  • Favourite band or musician: avenged sevenfold, bullet for my valentine, as i lay dying, alesana
  • Favourite genre of music: metal. YEAH!
  • Favourite poet or writer: John Connoly
  • Favourite game: The Sims, pet society, tekken, harvest moon

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:iconrenansa:
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